I'm not gay. :/

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:18 PM GMT
    I fell in love... with the wrong gender again. icon_sad.gif This time a girl. I don't know how it happened but right now, all I can think of is her.

    I can't help but thinking that maybe being gay was merely a result of wishful thinking. Wanting to be different. Probably as my misguided means to get back at the world for imagined transgressions during my angst filled teens.

    That said, I learned a lot 'being gay'. Heh. I still believe homosexuality is natural. I'm just not one of you. icon_sad.gif I still love the interactions here though.

    Am I deluding myself again? Am I going crazy? I really really love her, and frankly the thought of... sex with her is not disgusting at all. icon_confused.gif In fact it's the exact opposite. I still find guys attractive, but... well... I never really even knew if I liked gay sex since I've never tried it.

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:26 PM GMT

    Bitch please.

    I've been here until I realized I was just in love with Beonce's dress.
    Seriously though is she Asian? Asian girls are so soft and demure, they often make me feel weird things, but honey, it's the equivalent of gay curious. You could be straight, but more than likely just curious.
  • Timbales

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:28 PM GMT
    If you have found love, don't let labels and expectations get in the way.
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    Mar 31, 2009 1:28 PM GMT
    hahaha


    #HAHAHAHAHA


    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAHHHHAAAAAA


    awww sed.
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    Mar 31, 2009 1:32 PM GMT
    Sed honey, you are at the tender age of 23. Now, while you are not tied down by obligations to work and family, is the time to fuck everything that moves. You got the hots for this girls punany, then go and munch it like it was full of bean dip. You see a guy you like, maul that man-ass like a tiger.

    Who cares if you identify as gay, straight, bi, omnivore? Explore and find out for yourself how you feel.
  • MikePhilPerez

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:34 PM GMT
    Sedative saidI fell in love... with the wrong gender again. icon_sad.gif This time a girl. I don't know how it happened but right now, all I can think of is her.

    I can't help but thinking that maybe being gay was merely a result of wishful thinking. Wanting to be different. Probably as my misguided means to get back at the world for imagined transgressions during my angst filled teens.

    That said, I learned a lot 'being gay'. Heh. I still believe homosexuality is natural. I'm just not one of you. icon_sad.gif I still love the interactions here though.

    Am I deluding myself again? Am I going crazy? I really really love her, and frankly the thought of... sex with her is not disgusting at all. icon_confused.gif In fact it's the exact opposite. I still find guys attractive, but... well... I never really even knew if I liked gay sex since I've never tried it.

    APRIL FOOLS!
    IF YOU READ THIS AFTER TRYING TO QUOTE ME! DON'T GIVE IT AWAY UNTIL AFTER APRIL 1 HAS PASSED! HAHA. I predict thread failure though... *sniff*



    SLAPS Sed in the faceicon_evil.gif
    YOU ARE GAY. DO NOT LET ME HERE THIS NONSENSE AGAIN icon_evil.gif
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    Mar 31, 2009 1:37 PM GMT
    nonsense*
  • MikePhilPerez

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:38 PM GMT
    But seriously Eric. As long as you are happy, what difference does it make. I agree with Tim.

    I just hope you don't leave RJ?

    Mike
  • Delivis

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:41 PM GMT
    Have you considered bisexual perhaps as a general description of your sexuality?

    As long as you dont stop posting here, i say call yourself whatever you want, go out with whoever you fancy, and enjoy yourself...but only as long as you keep posting here!
  • MikePhilPerez

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    Mar 31, 2009 1:48 PM GMT
    Fable saidnonsense*


    Oooops. Thanks Fable.
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    Mar 31, 2009 1:58 PM GMT

    YOU SO NEED TO GET OUT OF THE PHILIPPINES, I TELLS YAH!


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    Ask Jeebus for halp.
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:08 PM GMT



    Sedative, there's only one way to find out! Spent any time necking with the new heart-throb yet?


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    Mar 31, 2009 2:13 PM GMT
    I dont know...a few days ago I was laying down on my bed with this friend(a girl) and I kinda felt excited lol...I have even kissed her a few times and Ive liked it....it is more about her personality than anything else I think. I still think im really gay though, its just that extreme homosexuality or extreme heterosexuality doesnt exist.
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:18 PM GMT
    Because it's taking everyone too long, let the gratuitous female hot pics begin. I'm gay, hence the odd selections.

    football - asian - sexy Pictures, Images and Photos
    women Pictures, Images and Photos

    Damn, all that searching and all I found hot was a picture of some chics playing rugby in their underwear and a painting of The Women. I'm so gay.
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:32 PM GMT
    You can be whatever you want to be when you grow up icon_biggrin.gif and we will still love you. Just don't be a hater icon_evil.gif
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:33 PM GMT
    That's soccer, GG. Big difference from Rugby. LOL.
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:34 PM GMT
    I've fallen in love with girls in the past.

    I haven't ever really fallen in lust with one.

    Just do what feels natural to you.

    (p.s. despite what they say, bisexuality actually does exist).
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:40 PM GMT
    GuiltyGear said

    football - asian - sexy Pictures, Images and Photos
    women Pictures, Images and Photos


    Oh no...OH NO!!! AHahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha....ahahahahahhaa
    ahhahahahahah !!!! that picture is so amazing!!! Almost as good as youtube 4chan.


    No but sed, I <3 regardless of what your into (and by the theme of this thread so does everyone else). If you want it...go get it. Even if it's a she. Hheeeyyy I don't hate. icon_twisted.gificon_wink.gif
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:43 PM GMT
    Sedative's dilemma reminds me of the lyrics to "When I'm Not Near the Girl I Love" from the musical Finian's Rainbow, though it's about straight infatuation. Here are some excerpts:

    When I'm not near the girl I love,
    I love the girl I'm near.

    When I can't fondle the hand I'm fond of,
    I fondle the hand at hand.

    My heart's in a pickle,
    It's constantly fickle
    And not too partickle, I fear.
    When I'm not near the girl I love,
    I love the girl I'm near.

    When I'm not close to the kiss that I cling to,
    I cling to the kiss that's close

    When I'm not facing the face that I fancy.
    I fancy the face I face.


    It's all good, as long as you're true to who you really are. The only real tragedy is the gay who wrongly lives straight (I can't think of any opposite examples of straights trying to live gay).

    As for deciding which it is that any of us are, I think men have it the easiest of all. Please forgive the simplistic crudeness, but I'm a great believer in obvious solutions once we strip away all the cultural layers, especially when they arise from nature (double pun intended).

    I'm talking about the Peter Meter. If it responds to a woman, pay attention to it. Mine only registers with men, just as some only register with women. Others will peg with either. Do we have to make it more complicated than that?
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    Mar 31, 2009 2:46 PM GMT
    RedVespaI'm talking about the Peter Meter. If it responds to a woman, pay attention to it. Mine only registers with men, just as some only register with women. Others will peg with either. Do we have to make it more complicated than that?


    Hear! Hear!

    There is only really one way to know.
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    Mar 31, 2009 3:05 PM GMT
    Question for ya Sed...have you ever been with a guy intimately? You've stated that you have yet to have "gay sex," but I'm talking about just hugging, breathing him in, kissing...any of that?
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    Mar 31, 2009 3:15 PM GMT
    The proof is in the pounding.

    Hope it goes well. icon_biggrin.gif
  • Tiller66

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    Mar 31, 2009 3:19 PM GMT
    Hay buddy as long as your happy we are all happy for you.Just don't leave us(tear rolls down cheek)
  • UncleverName

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    Mar 31, 2009 3:31 PM GMT
    Here, here!
    Just stop worrying about the bs labels. They don't mean anything anyways.
    Like others have already said, get to the pole smoking and the carpet munching, and figure out what you like. When you're done, you can devour a mountain of cookies to clean your palate, and start over again icon_smile.gif
  • novajava

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    Mar 31, 2009 3:36 PM GMT
    Aint it nice to be in love ... all those up feelings... enjoy!! enjoy!! icon_smile.gif ..u could be str8 , or bi or some combo.. relax n have fun...