• HndsmKansan

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    Apr 20, 2009 1:47 AM GMT
    I shuffled my feet, another boring day in honor's chemistry class. At least I made the 83% necessary for a "B", which for me was the difference between passing and failing. Its a tough class, no wonder half the kids get
    a "D" or an "F". As a honor's bound Senior in HS, I hope that college won't be too much harder than this...

    I look around.... "Brian" comes in. He's hot... "preppie, hair cut just right, Brian comes in and sits down... His hair is combed perfectly, his jeans are the faded kind, "acid washed".... he is something else.. he even shaves...
    From a good family, I consider him someone I should hang with. I know his Mom is a leading real estate professional in Wichita. He looks around and smiles at me.

    I graduated from HS and onward into college.. "Brian" fades into the past and
    becomes one of those guys that I jacked off to at that time.. man wouldn't it be something to get him in bed. But it was my secret. Nobody ever know I had the hots for Brian...

    Over a decade and a half pass.. I'm on line and this guy messages me.
    I look at the picture, hmmm, nobody I know. We chat, he hits on me.
    I tell him I have a bf.. he goes away.

    Two or three years later, we chat again. He tells me his name is "Brian" and
    that he graduated from the same HS as I did.. I look at the age, and the pic.
    I ask him his first and last name and about fall over.... he sends me a naked pic (which btw, my bf also saw)... and about shit. I tell him who I am...
    he says he "doesn't remember me looking like I do". I was a geek I remind him.

    Two weeks ago he messages me again, calls me by name and wants me to come to his house. I refuse.... then Saturday night (last night) I agree to having dinner with him. I sit down at the table and stare at "Brian". He
    looks somewhat different than what I remember. I learn he has had a difficult time with his life, has been into drugs (but over it), but still drinks heavily. I always assumed he would have graduated from college and perhaps even follow in his mother's footsteps. He didn't even tell me what he does (for a job) when I quizzed him.

    I finally tell him how I felt about him in HS... what a fucking hottie he was,
    how much I wanted him and he flashed that great "Brian smile".. there was the Brian I remember. I still couldn't believe how vividly I remembered him sitting in Chemistry class... and here was Brian.. still about 175 pounds, still hot in his own right.. but how differently he looks, but most of all how different I am.

    At the end of the dinner we chat and walk out the door. He looks at me, tells me where he lives (which is only about a mile away) and asks me if I want to come back to his place. I would have died for that invitation (actually I would have freaked) when I was a teenager.... but I said no.
    Just acknowledging the "Brian crush" was enough for me....
    It was more than sex...I got a chance to "write" a real ending to what had been nothing more than fantasy...... I loved every bit of it.

  • PaMedic

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    Apr 20, 2009 2:21 AM GMT
    What a great ending!!!! It reads like a novel that could be a best seller or movie. I am glad you decided to go out to dinner with him. Now he knows how you felt and how he does now. Outstanding pot!!

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    Apr 20, 2009 5:09 AM GMT

    I got my hot-school-boy crush and he was a freakin' asshole! I'm glad yours had a much better resolution!!
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    Apr 20, 2009 5:39 AM GMT
    It's kind of fun (and sometimes kind of freaky) to revisit the past. I think it is good that you got to re-connect with this guy - after some 25 years. You're lucky in this case because you got to find out whatever became of this guy. You can put closure to him. Interesting that you chose not to take him up on his invitation for some *festivities.*

    I remember a few of the hottest guys on my high school campus. Maybe, in my case, I wouldn't want to see all the changes that have taken place in the lives of some of the guys I lusted after........maybe I'd better just remember them as *perfect* as I once thought they were!

    Someone once said that when we try to visit the past, we're looking for all those things that we remember, but sadly - all we mainly see are the changes.
  • kittar

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    Apr 20, 2009 5:57 AM GMT
    Wow. That's a pretty interesting story dude. I guess that means there's still hope for me n some of the hotties that went to my high school..

    Interesting how the course of time can change us or those around us in ways that we don't expect.

    Kinda makes me wonder where I'll end up in 10 years.... 20....
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    Apr 20, 2009 6:04 AM GMT
    Oh, good god, what an awesome story. Love it!

  • Apr 20, 2009 6:09 AM GMT
    mickeytopogigio saidOh, good god, what an awesome story. Love it!

    i second that icon_biggrin.gif
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    Apr 20, 2009 1:15 PM GMT
    I so want to do that to my high school crushes 10 years from now. icon_twisted.gif

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