I hope I understood what ur asking 4 but here goes.
I believe in spiritual beings and 4 some reason I believe I have a guardian angel, y do I say that? To understand, let me tell u this what happened to me and this is real. U see when I was six yrs old, we had a porch, not just any porch this one was at least 8ft high from the ground up to the railings and being only 6yrs old thats pretty damn high, anyways I would play on the railings, run from one end to the other and try not to fall and I would do it as fast as I can and I began to loose my balance, I extended my arm and rotate them as fast as I could to try and get my footing back on the railing and I should have fallen and smash my head on those hugh rocks below but I was caught by some being, I felt a hand on my back, this wasn't any ordinary hand, it was hugh, I felt the palm on my back, thumb and pinky on my torso, index and ring finger on my shoulders and the middle on my neck and head and gently held me back on the railings and was gone, I ran inside and told my brothers and sisters what happened and no one believed me, they just laughed. up and til now I still get shivers when I say it 2 some one or think about it.
I was to go to church with my cousin, uncle and aunt but I had this feeling that it wasn't right and that 2 go later. My uncle and aunt came home b4 my cousins and the phone rang, both vehicles got into a wreck, I should have been there but I wasn't, (?)
My dad passed away and my sister-in-law and I went to go pick up a crucifix from her friend and we walked in her house and her mother was sitting on the sofa and saw me with wide eye and got up, began to hold my arm and rubbed it saying,
"OMG, when I saw u, I couldn't believe it, theres something about you, u have this glow (aura) its so bright, like theres something or someone inside you thats making you glow," and kept rubbing my arm and smiling, I looked at my sister-in-law, with the expression of "is she crazy?" we got the crucifix and left, b4 we left she lift my hand and placed it on her forehead and smiled.