Jul 15, 2009 7:05 AM GMT
Hey guys well I find myself at a unique point in my life. Im about to head back to college to finish up and get my BA. I have been in a long term "unofficial" relationship but as he would say its a trust thing that we will be together once he is out of the closet. He does show his affection and he is and considered to be my boyfriend without having the official title. We have been friends for almost 4 years and already said I love you to each other. I'm openly gay with basicly everyone in my family except maybe some extended fam. My family supports me and loves my boyfriend. He is refered to as the "Other Son". We have never had sex or do anything sexual besides maybe a kiss on the cheek but with me getting my own place here soon I expect that will change. (btw, yes he does want that with me... he's dreamed it and told me about it just havent had the chance for that yet) So I guess I see myself at a point where I'm passed the accepting myself, coming out, had my fun in the scene, and now got a great guy and getting ready for the next part of my life. Anyone know any good books or anything that could help with this? maybe any experinces? been kind of on my mind and any thoughts I would really apprechiate. Thanks guys.