Nov 30, 2007 11:06 PM GMT
What's going on everyone. HELP!! I have a little, well BIG!! problem here that I just can't seem to figure out and it is driving me crazy!! Around sometime in September I decide to move over to Flagstaff Arizona to train and get ready for the Olympic Trials (hoping to make the olympic team.) I made a visit to flagstaff in September after I found a compatable roommate online and boy was I in a big surprise..lol!! This guy is a great match to have as a roomie and had a killer smile to back everything else up along wih him. We never saw each other until I flew to Arizona to visit for 2 days. To make a long story short, durning the visit there was one question he ask while we went out for a bit to eat and his anwser got the best of me. He ask if I had girl friend which I told him I did only for 3 years until we broke it off after college, she ceated ( and for the obvious which he didn't know but I was gay)and I asked him and he said he has never had a girl friend. Now I'm not stupid and know just becuse someone has never had a grilfriend doesn't mena that there gay but oh man! I can beleive he had NEVER had a girl friend. If you can just see him!!! I'm 28 and think I look good for the shape I'm in, but he is 27 and just takes the cake and ice cream. I'm very stright acting and he doesn't know but sometime it's hard not to look at him when he doesn't notice. I think he does the same when I'm not looking, you know the sence you get that someone is looking at you. There are also cetain things he does that just get to me and makes me wander if he's testing me or somethings..lol Like when he finishes taking a shower, he does close the door but when he opens it he has no shirt on and only jeans and there is this table that sits in front of his door. When he goes to get something off of it, he makes sure that he flashes he underwear and shows off his butt!!lol! And he does that alot, everytime. I try not to pay attention but come on, it's hard not to. I sit in that same chair as he sit in his all the time. He always wears those same jean I tell you. They fit just right. I really think he's just trying to test me honestly. I've tried it myself. Everyone time I get finish with one of my daily workouts at the track, I usually try to show off my legs. It's very cold up here now so I either wear my long or short tight running pants. Just this past 3 days in a row, I new he was looking and trying hard now to pay attention by laughing at what was on the TV.. There's alot more more but I have no time to right. It's seem I never have time. I can't even make time to post my pictures at the site, well not until this Sunday. Help me out guys and be nice, please lol!!. I'm new this and new basiclly at try to find a guy really. With my career it's just hard. Me and my roomie are going to go to 1 of my races in San Diego in Feb for 3 days, then LA for a 3 or 4 day vacation and then another race in San Diego in June ( a big race.) Can you gys give me some clues, poniters or something to figure this guy out. I guess I'm just scard to try myself..lol I appreciate this..