Jul 31, 2009 9:31 PM GMT
Soooo... I'm back home in Croatia, it's friday night and I'm sitting home, alone. Me and some friends were supposed to go out but in the end only one guy was left and 2-3 17 year old guys were added. They're basically his groupies and although he's my best friend, I cancelled like everybody else cause I know from experience that I'd be bored (been there, done that) and don't want to go out with people I don't know. I'm certainly not a party breaker but everybody here will cancel a few hours before going out and the same childish boys go to clubs where we go. And it's always like that and I'm feeling bad for looking boring but it's just that I'm sick of it all, I've tried going partying like that and always ended getting home depressed, plus I spend money on tickets and stuff. I really just wanna find somebody who will be my date so that I don't have to worry that much when we're going out and why won't these freakin' friends go out all together for once lol. Can't wait to get out of here again. Should I feel bad about not going or hurting my friend's feelings? I told him why I don't want to go sincerely, he's into younger teen guys and I'm ok with that but I just don't want to spend the night out having to listen to their silly stories.