FORUMS > Meditation Forum Rules

life in a broken fair. I look around i see all the lights, broken and shattered the trash on the ground
I don't know what to do. I love the faint laughter and distant smiles but i always feel like i am falling
behind.I want love but I cant find what it is I am after. I hate this confusion walking around and seeing
all the broken rides and hearing the creak the swings on the Farris wheel make it more noticeable.Why is it that
humans have to suffer from these stages called emotions. I don't understand what they are or how we have got
them but they are here to stay with us forever. Oh what a question life is but things like my current state of
"fuck" just make it a more defined question that will go ever so deeper. The soul is just like the ground here
it will only be good if kept well' but how do you keep something well when you don't know what it is that feeds it.
Like a flower you need to feed it and manage it but how when you don't know what it is? I wonder further into the broken
fair grounds be still i find no sign of life. I keep looking but all i have to follow are faded foot prints of
memories past. I so wish i knew how or what the soul was was but that is an answer only god knows. I still hear
the creaking and the winds rustles the trash round I feel the cold chill in search for warmth and life i still am.
where are you?
(ever go through this?)

You need a hobby.

GuiltyGear said.......................
A fair that depressing, I'd move on, because the weekend is young and there are bound to be other things to do. Don't worry about where he is, you can go and you might meet up along the way. With an attitude like you have however, you won't meet anything positive and won't have a good time.
...............
..................................................A TOXIC ATTITUDE IS TOXIC

thanks yeah i know to move i am gonna wait to find my love i just was down and i noticed how it affected me and how i was so brought down my something so stupid. I am young and i can wait.