1st BF

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    Oct 08, 2009 1:46 AM GMT
    so I got to know grate guy a few mounths back, we've had our up's and down from then to now, some harder then others. we've even had to take a brake at one point. Out of all of it, the guy still makes me more happy then I can ever remeber being in my short life, and all just by siting with me for as little as an hour or sending me a silly text or some mess ^w^.

    A misunderstanding put me down into the "just friends" space now. On top of that he'll be moving out of state to go to school soon and probbly not coming back. I really think I love the guy icon_biggrin.gif, and even though he wont be here long I'd to keep him part of my life as long as I can. I want to tell him that love him and everything, if for no other reason then that he will know.

    Not totally sure why I'm telling this to all of RJ right now lol.
    who knows maybe I just needed to vent or something.

    I guess I want to know if anyone out theres been in this kind of spot?

    Is it worth the risk of having him run off forever?
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    Oct 08, 2009 2:06 AM GMT
    I think that is really a decision that you'll have to make on your own.

    Personally, I would look at how I want to have him in my life and go from there.
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    Oct 08, 2009 2:14 AM GMT
    yeah your right, its all on me in the end. I guess stuff like this just cant come easy icon_neutral.gif
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    Oct 08, 2009 2:45 AM GMT
    Not normally. Sorry. It would be nice if it was all more clear cut, but when it comes to emotions, and especially others' emotions, things get kind of muddled.

    I hope it all works out for the best,