I was halfway through my shower when I realized I wanted to take a bath. I stopped the drain and sat down waiting for the tub to fill. I wanted the hot water to cover me like a warm blanket, but the temperature of the tub wasn't even, lukewarm on one side and hot on the other. I started to wiggle, disturbing the water and spreading the warmth. As I sat in my tub wiggling I started to think about vampires and how people are drawn to them. To have someone watching you from the shadows and admiring your beauty, someone to devour your thoughts as if they were pages in a good book; people want love, and whom else can love like a vampire who would make you their light in their world of darkness? After all, they have the depth of immortality to fill. All these social networking sites, people want someone to be interested in them.
I got out of the tub and looked in the mirror as I dried myself off. When did I get these muscles? I've been working out for a long time, but just this past May have started to eat organic which I think has really helped my results. I can feel myself being pulled more and more into fitness. Just when I think I workout a lot, I realize I could do more, and do. I suddenly wanted to go to the gym and do a leg workout, but alas, it's too late. I have to go to sleep to wake up early and read a bunch of philosophy for a quiz tomorrow, but here I am typing and drinking a glass or organic milk.
There is some song, I can't think of the name, but the lyrics say, "your arms are my castle your heart is my sky." The protectiveness of love, someone holding you while you sleep, how romantic....blah blah blah, it's all been said before. I plan on waiting to have sex, only when I'm really in love do I plan to give up my virginity. I don't know why I'm typing all of this, when most will see the length of my post and think, "oh no! too many words!" and move on. It's just late, I'm bored, and wanted to share my musings.



Time for bed. It's cold outside and my dreams are waiting.