Nov 04, 2009 9:09 PM GMT
Im not sure what to do in this situation so I hope you guys an offer some advice.I'ved talked about "E" being my ex/currnet bf/idk somedays and how in the 4yrs of us knowing each other and 2yrs of being in a relationship we had no sex what soever. none. Today I found out that he's had 22 partners (4 of which were women) but that he never had sex with anyone when he and I were going out. I feel like a dumbass because when we made it seem like he was a virigin and I find out that he is in the senes he's never bottomed. I have no idea what I am feeling now. Kind of lied to, lost, i dont know... I think to myself if I had known what I know now I would have been more outgoing in that department and not waited for him to make the first move. I love him so much and I know that I could never just be his friend. I can't seem with some other guy in his arms. I dont know what to do right now. I want him back and I know so much of what If I could change from the past I would but now what? is it better to just let go of everything or try and see and make things work?