Dec 18, 2009 6:35 AM GMT
I don't get it. After almost 4yrs, he says he never felt physically attracted to me that it was a mental thing. Above that, he says he only wants me as a friend but he calls me more than anyone I know. I don't even call my best friend as often as he calls me. Its calls when he takes a smoke break, goes driving somewhere, etc... I just don't get it. He's 22 almost 23 and says he doesnt want a relationship right now but from what I feel about it.. he wants his cake and wants to eat it too. We are supposed to be roommates next semester. I'm not sure what to do here. His cousins are telling me to wait it out. But i think he really needs to know what it is to lose me all together. Let me know just how lonely it would be without me around. I love him but I don't want to. I wish I could just let go but its hard.