The feeling i got when i woke up this morning

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    Dec 25, 2009 3:34 PM GMT
    Ok its finally Christmas day and as usually i open my laptop to read my emails while laying in bed. My inbox is filled with alerts from family members all over the world. My uncles from Australia, my Aunts/cousins from Germany and family from back home Jamaica. My sisters already called as that's why i woke up. All wishing me a merry Xmas. In all the emails i was given a time that i would receive a conference call as thats the only way we will all be able to talk with each other. Smelling the food cooking downstairs..I am feeling blessed that i have family and that even though we did have major feuds earlier in the year, on this day we all managed to get together no matter what. I feel accomplished in the fact that even though i didn't get the things i wanted, i am grateful for the life that i have as many didn't live through the year. I feel happy and its not the bland type of happy either...its the type that's accompanied with a feeling of self worth and assurance and i haven't felt that in a long while and i guess only this holiday can present such a feeling...i guess preparing me for whats next in the coming year. I am grateful for the little things as i was never spoiled as a kid so just having a small gathering at home with mum and Nans i feel extra special as i have both women who are responsible for me being alive under one roof..So merry x-mas RealJockers...
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    Dec 25, 2009 3:36 PM GMT
    ...and a Very Merry Christmas to you, Tereseus1!

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    Dec 25, 2009 4:53 PM GMT
    That seems like the way it's supposed to be. Glad to hear it.
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    Dec 25, 2009 5:14 PM GMT
    thanks dude... merry christmas...
  • jrs1

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    Dec 25, 2009 5:36 PM GMT
    I woke up feeling like this:



    there's not a lot that I feel obliged to share ... or talk about ...
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    Dec 25, 2009 5:39 PM GMT
    I think this is great. The feeling I had this morning was that even though this was my first Christmas spent alone - I have good health, good friends, bills paid, food in the pantry and a roof over my head. Next year I just hope to spend the holiday with someone too. icon_smile.gif
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    Dec 25, 2009 5:47 PM GMT
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    Dec 25, 2009 5:52 PM GMT

    ha. and this, if it was not clear before. not sure what this melancholy is, but it is providing a subtle clairvoyance and verisimilitude that is new to me. it doesn't feel good, it doesn't feel bad. it just is ...



    I'm just trying to understand ... the way we are ...
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    Dec 25, 2009 5:54 PM GMT
    getfitrick saidPhil Collins: Take Me Home


    you're very special to me, bud. publicly spoken or not ... it's the truth as I've come to see it.
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    Dec 25, 2009 6:02 PM GMT
    jrs1 said
    getfitrick saidPhil Collins: Take Me Home


    you're very special to me, bud. publicly spoken or not ... it's the truth as I've come to see it.


    Aww Johnny boy you are special to me too buddy here I dedicate this song to you and that special guy in your life

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    Dec 25, 2009 6:13 PM GMT
    i think the list wouldn't be complete unless this was playing also.

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    Dec 25, 2009 6:15 PM GMT
    Merry Christmas tereseus1!

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    Dec 25, 2009 6:21 PM GMT
    tereseus1 saidi think the list wouldn't be complete unless this was playing also.

    O yes indeed good choice icon_smile.gif
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    Dec 25, 2009 8:11 PM GMT
    My boyfriend was going down on me.icon_biggrin.gificon_biggrin.gif
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    Dec 25, 2009 8:37 PM GMT
    getfitrick saidHello Tomorrow...


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    Dec 25, 2009 8:43 PM GMT
    jrs1 said
    getfitrick saidHello Tomorrow...




    Blood diamonds can be soo sweet...
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    Dec 25, 2009 8:49 PM GMT
    Happy Holidays to all,
    I'm thankful for the things i have,
    but most importantly,
    for the things i dont have.....icon_idea.gif
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    Dec 25, 2009 9:04 PM GMT
    jrs1 said
    ha. and this, if it was not clear before. not sure what this melancholy is, but it is providing a subtle clairvoyance and verisimilitude that is new to me. it doesn't feel good, it doesn't feel bad. it just is ...

    I'm just trying to understand ... the way we are ...


    I can absolutely relate. But I felt it more so last night, with thoughts of this morning, and this day. We want to feel what we think we should. We think too much and feel we're broken.

    I think when we can stop examining ourselves, we can become empty and be filled with the spirits of those around us icon_smile.gif
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    Dec 25, 2009 9:20 PM GMT



    To jrs1, this is for you...Merry Christmas icon_wink.gif

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    Dec 25, 2009 9:26 PM GMT

    Horny and HAPPY...is all that I've got on my mind...
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    Dec 25, 2009 9:40 PM GMT
    I woke up feeling dazed and confused from the text messages alerts and facebook message stating "Happy Birthday". I totally forgot it was my B-day and forgot it was X-mas... Must be lack of sleep LOL. icon_redface.gificon_lol.gif


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    Dec 25, 2009 10:02 PM GMT
    Gosh WolfRain, the same as my Uncle Julian!
    Merry Christmas, Happy Birthday and Happy New year to you!


    -Doug n Bill

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    Dec 25, 2009 10:05 PM GMT
    meninlove said Gosh WolfRain, the same as my Uncle Julian!
    Merry Christmas, Happy Birthday and Happy New year to you!


    -Doug n Bill



    Awww thank You Doug n Bill!!
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    Dec 25, 2009 10:14 PM GMT
    *BLUSH* Thanks WolfRain, and here; for you!




    -us