I was a little depressed, and said maybe it wasn’t meant to be. He's straight. I had let it go. but when i went home that night. I couldnt stop thinking about him, not even for a second. i thought i was going crazy.
Unfortunatley that was the last I'd see of him for a while because it was the end of the year.
I had went to see my mother for the summer break. Luckily we still had each others emails.
One night we were talking, and said he missed me and aksed when ill be back.
We have to hang out again i got somethings i wanna show you.
Brian i want you to know that i broke up with my boyfriend(that i never had)
Oh really man im sorry
yeah its because im in love with someone else.
Oh yeah who are you in love with now tony?
Remember that day after school when we held hands, i was going to say i loved You, not in a just friends way, i love you with all my heart Brian. Since we First met when we were 16 ive been in love with you.
.... Tony im sorry. But im straight, im not gay or bi. i love you too but just Not like that. Im sorry if I've lead you on.
And it broke me. i knew just a little bit that i wasn’t going to be with him. But i just kept going on and tried to be with him.
But why did it hurt this much.