Conflicting desires

  • xythanshadow

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    Jan 06, 2010 6:07 AM GMT
    Ok, this might not make much sense, but I'm still a pretty young guy and very, very green. So I figure I would ask here to see other's opinions on my thoughts.

    I've always been attracted to big, strong, masculine men. The kind of men that look like lumberjacks or linemen, etc. Nothing gets me hotter than that kind of power. Which leads me into what I want sexually. I lean towards being a son/cub/submissive. I see myself as a bottom with a little vers in me. I want to be "dominated". A fantasy of mine is to have a guy that completely outsizes me physically wrestle me down, show me how much stronger he is than me, then fuck me as much as he wants.

    The other thing is, I want to get physically as huge and muscular as I can. If I ended up being around 300 lbs with 10-15% body fat, I would be amazingly happy.

    My problem comes in when these two desires mingle. I already have a hard time finding tops, so much so that I've only bottomed about 5 times in 5 years. But, when I do get together with someone, they say I'm pretty big and want me to top. My question is, am I just crazy or is it possible to find what I'm looking for when I actually get to be as beefy and muscular as I want?
  • drypin

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    Jan 06, 2010 11:29 PM GMT
    I don't think it's impossible, but I can imagine it gets more difficult. If you outweigh me by 90 pounds of muscle, then the fantasy of me dominating you becomes more challenging. Having said that, it is just a "fantasy", so I'm sure you can find someone who'll be glad to give it a go.
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    Jan 07, 2010 1:44 PM GMT
    I have seen your type a thousand times. Oh, they may be big and tough, but the moment you have body contact they throw their ass in the air in defeat. icon_biggrin.gif

    But let's put this in perspective. You want a huge guy who likes to wrestle and fuck people into submission. That is a pretty common kink and you can find someone like that in every metropolitan area. Now, if you were into something like, say, being an adult baby or having your nuts pinned down with thumb tacks, there might be some difficulty.

    There are people out there for you. You just have to put yourself out there. Where are you looking? There are dating sites for kink (recon) and big muscle (BigMuscle).
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    Jan 16, 2010 12:19 AM GMT
    MunchingZombie saidI have seen your type a thousand times. Oh, they may be big and tough, but the moment you have body contact they throw their ass in the air in defeat. icon_biggrin.gif







    icon_lol.gif So many times!!