that warm feeling....

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    Jan 16, 2010 8:53 PM GMT
    Did you ever liked someone that bad that you're afraid to make your romantic fantasies with him (or with yourself about him) come true?

    I have this someone at work who makes me see colors everywhere; it's absolutely your typical cinematic attraction wherein you hear music, beautiful music, which you've never heard before but which you would like to hear over and over again after having to hear it; and from time to time you feel yourself smiling and the next thing you realize is that you've been thinking about him, and how it could be the both of you alone together. But somehow I'm afraid to know him better, to probably realize that he's nothing special. I had never felt this way before for the longest time; i stopped counting the days of waiting for someone who would make me fall deeply inlove (KO) after watching 500 Years of Summer. well anyway that was just last year. I so missed this feeling and I just dont want it to stop. But what I'm asking is, is it better not to know your heroes? This is so gradeschool. icon_redface.gif
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    Jan 16, 2010 8:58 PM GMT
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    Jan 16, 2010 9:00 PM GMT
    Well, yeah. I know what you mean.

    like a heat seeker missile though


    gotta seek out the heat icon_cool.gificon_cool.gif
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    Jan 16, 2010 11:38 PM GMT
    Totally get what u r saying. I felt like this about a guy from work, I would just smile thinking about him and was scared at the same time about what if he felt the same. What would or could happen...
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    Jan 16, 2010 11:53 PM GMT
    It's not a bad thing at all. I think it's happened to everyone at some point. I recently got to meet someone very special to me and I heard the music in my head the entire time.
    When I saw him for the first time in person my heart was racing so fast - because there walking toward me was the one guy that I was so in love with. I can tell you every time when I look at him - he is all I see and nothing else seems to matter. I get so lost in his beautiful smile and I absolutely just love that feeling! icon_biggrin.gif