Mar 27, 2010 4:29 PM GMT
So I need your advice on what to do in my situation. I've been good friends with a certain person in college for about a year now. I came out to him and he knows that I like him a lot. Unfortunately, for the past week he has been avoiding me and telling me he's not drinking anymore after some things happened. Over the past couple of months, there have been about five instances on weekends where he has been drunk with me. The first couple times, he just slept in my bed, we spooned, and I gave him backrubs. The next time, he started giving me back and stomach rubs. Finally the last couple of times he literally called me over to his bed and started rubbing my face sexually and staring into my eyes. He held me close to him with his face right up against his (his lips touching mine)...this led to me and him dry humping each other, me literally sucking on his neck, and me jacking him off. I was such good friends with him and it sucks that he is not talking to me like he used to. I figure I just have to wait for him to come back around but I'm just confused and hurt because he was such a good friend (still is but it's just not the same when he doesn't text as much or ever come over like he used to). He's never had a gf, yet claims he is absolutely straight and always has to point out hot girls on tv and such. He always brings up the fact that I'm gay and it's just not right-- society will hate me and such. I'm pretty sure he's in denial but idk, do straight guys do this stuff? Will he ever come around to accepting himself if he is gay?