.. but my parents want me to cut it (not to have life at all ) cuz they think that this will out me ..
Told my mom recently, and that was her advice to keep my dad from finding out...
I figured "well, I kept you from figuring it out for this long..." but there's definitely a huge risk factor there, and the longer you go the tougher it'll be to beat the numbers, plus you have to be careful about slipping. If you get too comfortable, you make mistakes. I've known a few guys who actually get off on being able to fool the people around them, but it doesn't always last, and when it does come down it comes down like a sack of bricks.