Finally spoke to that one guy I'd been seeing months ago; the one I've been in love with and dealing with, from a distance, for too long now. He wanted to talk, he said, when I went out of my way to message him on my.face. I gave him my number. He didn't call. He replied with his number. How mature. I had to text him, cause he never answers calls. Lord forbid he ever have to make an effort to contact someone when he says he really wants to! Poor thing. Anyways, I couldn't take being sidelined again! So I let him know how it bothered me. He finally made a choice. After all the multiple messages from before we last saw one another, to the few from recently, asking him what he wanted; after stating what I did. He said, "Let's be done with it then" in text, and I took it with open arms... sure it has to do with a bit of dependency on me for him to make this decision, but in my heart I'm bound to him cause of that unexpected love that I found, feared, used to push him away and finally discover as a whole once he was gone... but, at least he gave something back to me. Finally a response! I still love him, but it's pulling back with the tide. He has the biggest piece of my heart and may not come to understand that easily, if ever. I swear to you that I would take him back, even now. Given the chance, a long talk ONE ON ONE, and enough time to decide... but my brain is in control of my life again. I know it's a far fetched notion, that things would resolve so easily, or even at all considering there's a LOT more between us than I'm even aware of... but the good news is, that I'm single again. Guys are noticing me again, I can laugh, talk at length, and live in the moment. Wish I could thank him properly. This is the third gift he's given me, and he doesn't even know it.