I've been fighting a war against myself since September of 06. I can't really believe it's already been a year, but I went from 240 of solid flab to 189 of mostly muscle. I'm trying to get more into a regimen; I'm a HUGE scatter brain and often forget what I'm doing and what I've done. I'm pretty easily embarassed, so it's hard for me to not be intimidated, and taking stuff to write down my routines is hard for me to do. I always feel so retarded, esp. next to the hulks that walk around the gym(s) I go to. Otherwise, I'm a pretty likable guy.

***UPDATE 8/6/09***
Yet another update. Burn-out has been a rough thing to deal with. I haven't done martial arts in forever due to schedule conflicts and proximity (or lack thereof), and my diet has been less than perfect. I just weighed myself for the first time in what seems like forever tonight - 220.8. Not as bad as I'd feared, honestly; I have a lot more muscle than I used to. BUT...still inexcusable. I'm ready to do this. It's real again. I have set a goal for myself that by the time I'm 30, I'll be muscley and awesome! Wish me luck!! :D

Not looking for any relationships/sex, as I already have a BF. We're both in IT; he's an admin in an ISP, I do desktop (gaah!) in the healthcare industry. I would like to say that I'm more of the gamer type, and that he's more of the admin, but it's quite honestly been very much the reverse lately! He's big into Supreme Commander, and I... haven't...been into much of anything. :{ Street Fighter 4, when I'm not hating the 360 controller!! >_<

Anyway... I'm always up for chat and friends! The gay community here in M-town is pretty small and mostly crazy, and we're always looking to add to our circle of friends! Hit me up for chat if you're interested; I'll talk about just about anything. If any of you real studs out there have any advice, I'm ALL ears, too! I wanna' be studly, too!! :'(

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