Jun 26, 2008 1:33 AM GMT
I wasn't sure where to put this but i'd like to know what anyone, everyone thinks about it.
Not My Problem, My Trial
You were suppose to be my boyfriend instead you were thrown at me like a child. You said you loved me, but your actions spoke louder. The lies and pain you brought, the agony you said was in your heart. I thought we could still make it through. But I never knew where I was with you.You knew your lies would divide us, but you did it anyway. You brought me to the point where i'd rather be alone.
I knew we where doomed from the start.
I thought my standards and goals were too high.
So I put them away and forgot them.
But something had been taken, from deep inside of me.
My wounds have become so deep, they never heal and go away.
I start to think everything from every relationship was my fault.
If only I could take back every bad word I said, every bad thing I did.
If i could change I would.
Erase every wrong they I would.
Could it be this darkness of my past, these memories I wish I never had.
Sometimes I think of letting go.
Everyone i've every dated knew I was very Introverted.
A man of few words. Was I really that unbearable to live with.
Yet everytime I tried breaking the habit,
Affirmations of their infidelity would cross my path.
I wasn't going to waste myself on them.
Another fatuous believe in Love.
Sirius
Not My Problem, My Trial
You were suppose to be my boyfriend instead you were thrown at me like a child. You said you loved me, but your actions spoke louder. The lies and pain you brought, the agony you said was in your heart. I thought we could still make it through. But I never knew where I was with you.You knew your lies would divide us, but you did it anyway. You brought me to the point where i'd rather be alone.
I knew we where doomed from the start.
I thought my standards and goals were too high.
So I put them away and forgot them.
But something had been taken, from deep inside of me.
My wounds have become so deep, they never heal and go away.
I start to think everything from every relationship was my fault.
If only I could take back every bad word I said, every bad thing I did.
If i could change I would.
Erase every wrong they I would.
Could it be this darkness of my past, these memories I wish I never had.
Sometimes I think of letting go.
Everyone i've every dated knew I was very Introverted.
A man of few words. Was I really that unbearable to live with.
Yet everytime I tried breaking the habit,
Affirmations of their infidelity would cross my path.
I wasn't going to waste myself on them.
Another fatuous believe in Love.
Sirius