Didn't you once aspire to being an actor / model?
Didn't your bio once say something like "if you can help me with my career please contact me?"
Now yer a stripper in Virginia????
Who is concerned about maintaining an erection???????
Isn't easier to just go directly to Crystal Meth and and make a home in a cardboard box under a bridge??????
STOP what yer doing and start again.
Yer doing it wrong.
Oh man. I have to admit I laughed a good bit at this.
Seriously though, OP. This is a good point to reevaluate where life is taking you. Acting? How about this. Go to community college. Get an EMT certificate or something that will enable you to actually make money and lead a pleasant life.
I mean really, you're not even in LA or New York or somewhere that offers a hope in Hell that you'll end up an actor. And even then you're taking long odds on that ever happening.
I swear, what is with all the youth these days thinking they'll all be able to be NBA players, actors, musicians, etc.? Everyone wants to be on stage, and nobody expects to be in the audience. It's so painfully naive.