Sep 01, 2008 3:19 PM GMT
Hey guys,
A week ago I went to a gay bar for the first time in my life. It was fun and nice at the beginning, but every encounter i had there ended in the bathroom. Usually I don't have anything against enjoying the moment, but every time I started something with someone I suddenly lost interest and just needed to get out of there.
So far that wasn't a big problem since that never happened before, but last weekend I went on a date with a guy which I consider pretty hot. Everything went fine, we watched a movie, took a drink after that and then went to his apartment. Then the same thing as before happened, we wanted to start and shortly after that I just wanted to stop it.
So wtf is wrong with me? I finally accepted that looking for a Bf wont bring me anywhere and that I should just enjoy myself till I find the right one and now I am not even able to do that.
A week ago I went to a gay bar for the first time in my life. It was fun and nice at the beginning, but every encounter i had there ended in the bathroom. Usually I don't have anything against enjoying the moment, but every time I started something with someone I suddenly lost interest and just needed to get out of there.
So far that wasn't a big problem since that never happened before, but last weekend I went on a date with a guy which I consider pretty hot. Everything went fine, we watched a movie, took a drink after that and then went to his apartment. Then the same thing as before happened, we wanted to start and shortly after that I just wanted to stop it.
So wtf is wrong with me? I finally accepted that looking for a Bf wont bring me anywhere and that I should just enjoy myself till I find the right one and now I am not even able to do that.