Nov 01, 2008 11:58 AM GMT
Hey everyone,
Well, I'm typing this because of my thoughts after my outing last night, and since RJ is probably the best place to get advise on this, i have decided to share it with you guys and listen to your opinions...
Before is tart, please keep in mind that i am not trying to say that being gay is wrong, believe me, i am proud of being gay, but still these are my feelings and cant help having them.
Anyway, last night I went to the Halloween party at legends (our most famous gay club in Pretoria) and i really enjoyed it there, the problem is the feelings the next morning. I cant help feeling guilty about going to these places and enjoying it so much. When i first came out i hated it, it was awful, and as you might have noticed i am still very young and new to the whole gay scene. But i must say i was kind of disappointed when i came into the scene. I expected it to be like normal, but last night once again i realised that being gay is well....awful. Not that i am saying all guys are the same, but the thing is the guys all just have one thing on their minds....sex.
And thus it is not normal...by the way i am still a virgin. If you might have wondered.
The point i am making is that i feel guilty being in this lifestyle if that is the way it is...and please, i am not saying everyone is the same, but in my opinion that the general image that is created.
Can you guys tell me have you ever felt like this before? Like felling guilty to be gay, and how did you surpass that feelings. Thanks guys for listening...
Well, I'm typing this because of my thoughts after my outing last night, and since RJ is probably the best place to get advise on this, i have decided to share it with you guys and listen to your opinions...
Before is tart, please keep in mind that i am not trying to say that being gay is wrong, believe me, i am proud of being gay, but still these are my feelings and cant help having them.
Anyway, last night I went to the Halloween party at legends (our most famous gay club in Pretoria) and i really enjoyed it there, the problem is the feelings the next morning. I cant help feeling guilty about going to these places and enjoying it so much. When i first came out i hated it, it was awful, and as you might have noticed i am still very young and new to the whole gay scene. But i must say i was kind of disappointed when i came into the scene. I expected it to be like normal, but last night once again i realised that being gay is well....awful. Not that i am saying all guys are the same, but the thing is the guys all just have one thing on their minds....sex.
And thus it is not normal...by the way i am still a virgin. If you might have wondered.
The point i am making is that i feel guilty being in this lifestyle if that is the way it is...and please, i am not saying everyone is the same, but in my opinion that the general image that is created.
Can you guys tell me have you ever felt like this before? Like felling guilty to be gay, and how did you surpass that feelings. Thanks guys for listening...