Dec 26, 2008 9:14 AM GMT
I thought I'll put this as a new topic rather than at the foot of Philahottie's thread about Judgemental people, where I posted a message saying that I felt judged by some members of Real Jock for being a Christian.
In that thread, Paradose brought up my Myspace link and quoted in full my blog under "General". In it I wrote, "I found THE SUBJECT of homosexuality quite fascinating..." This means that I'm refering to an abstract topic of interest and it was not meant to be taken personally. I also labled myself both as Straight and Pseudosexual, which means that I have a homosexual fetish for certain men (including those on my Hot List), but stop at any physical contact. Now Tonyvoyager wants me out of RJ, which means that not only all my posts will disappear, but all contributions to my threads will also vanish, as if I had never joined RJ in the first place. Would RJ members really benefit, or does discussions of this nature too hard to participate without bringing emotions into it?
When I joined RJ, I came in with some prejudices, including the faulty beliefs that gays should not raise children and no other animals are homosexual. Here I will praise Sedative. Although young enough to be my son, he was the only one through private emailing to stand up and face me head on. The direct result of this was to seriously re-think on these issues, with the help of the Wikipedia website, and to say "Sorry, I was wrong." Unfortunately, he still believes that I hadn't changed at all but still stuck in my old ways. Yet I like him personally even if he hates me and is angry with me. Sedative is one, if I could, invite to a bar, buy him a drink and say, "Come let's talk and resolve this!"
Now here is a truth about myself which makes me blush with shame and embarrassment, I feel that now is the time to confess.
In 2005, after receiving counselling from a Psychologist, I discovered that I have Aspergers Syndrome, a lifelong condition related to Autism, wherefore there is no cure. It is Aspergers Syndrome which is the driving force behind everything I do, including posting on the Internet.
Finally, I want to apologise and say sorry for any upset I have caused.
In that thread, Paradose brought up my Myspace link and quoted in full my blog under "General". In it I wrote, "I found THE SUBJECT of homosexuality quite fascinating..." This means that I'm refering to an abstract topic of interest and it was not meant to be taken personally. I also labled myself both as Straight and Pseudosexual, which means that I have a homosexual fetish for certain men (including those on my Hot List), but stop at any physical contact. Now Tonyvoyager wants me out of RJ, which means that not only all my posts will disappear, but all contributions to my threads will also vanish, as if I had never joined RJ in the first place. Would RJ members really benefit, or does discussions of this nature too hard to participate without bringing emotions into it?
When I joined RJ, I came in with some prejudices, including the faulty beliefs that gays should not raise children and no other animals are homosexual. Here I will praise Sedative. Although young enough to be my son, he was the only one through private emailing to stand up and face me head on. The direct result of this was to seriously re-think on these issues, with the help of the Wikipedia website, and to say "Sorry, I was wrong." Unfortunately, he still believes that I hadn't changed at all but still stuck in my old ways. Yet I like him personally even if he hates me and is angry with me. Sedative is one, if I could, invite to a bar, buy him a drink and say, "Come let's talk and resolve this!"
Now here is a truth about myself which makes me blush with shame and embarrassment, I feel that now is the time to confess.
In 2005, after receiving counselling from a Psychologist, I discovered that I have Aspergers Syndrome, a lifelong condition related to Autism, wherefore there is no cure. It is Aspergers Syndrome which is the driving force behind everything I do, including posting on the Internet.
Finally, I want to apologise and say sorry for any upset I have caused.
.*need to go worry now about a guy who hates me--even though we will never meet* 
