Aug 12, 2015 7:50 PM GMT
Early on, I saw the value in trying to be all that I could be.
BloodFlame saidWhile I'm nothing to write home about, I used to weight 98-100 pounds and wanted to look more filled out so I began trying to eat more and exercise more. The exercise part was to see if I could actually keep with it and sure enough, I did. It's a routine thing I've been doing since 2011.Quite frankly, I've thought you were 'hot" since the first day I saw you post on RJ. Now I just think you're "hotter."
At first, I wanted to get big but it wasn't for the right reason. I wanted to attract bigger guys (most people by now I have a big attraction to them) but when I thought about it, I realized that I knew I wasn't going to be comfortable getting as big as the guys I liked. So I dropped and decided to go for something I want and that is 140-150. Currently at 130-135 (teeter-totter) right now.
In conjunction to AttisXVI comment about not wanting to look like the bottom in the relationship, I personally wouldn't mind looking like it.