Oct 20, 2007 5:45 PM GMT
Hey Guys,
I am hopelessly in love with someone, but it is barely possible that I will ever be able to meet him again. We met when I was 16 and he was hetero. After a while we fell in Love and met. It was a great week and I know he did not want to let me go, but I had to go home. Since then we had been in contact every once in a while. There was a time where he totally broke of contact, later he told me it was to help me to become independent. I have to say that he was right about that.
Its just totally stupid, but I cant help it. He is in Germany, I am in Guatemala. I wont visit any time soon, and chances to move back are not so good at the moment. In our last conversation he made clear that he still cares for me and would give it a secound chance. Wich I really would need that he sees the new me, he knew the 16 year old boy who couldnt take care of himself. I cant give up hoping to get back to Austria and I cant stop hoping for the secound chance.
I was told that I dont know what love really is. Honestly, I know it to well. Thats another reason why I made this other thread earlier. I kind of fear that this will never end.
Hoped I could get some advise from more experienced people.
I am hopelessly in love with someone, but it is barely possible that I will ever be able to meet him again. We met when I was 16 and he was hetero. After a while we fell in Love and met. It was a great week and I know he did not want to let me go, but I had to go home. Since then we had been in contact every once in a while. There was a time where he totally broke of contact, later he told me it was to help me to become independent. I have to say that he was right about that.
Its just totally stupid, but I cant help it. He is in Germany, I am in Guatemala. I wont visit any time soon, and chances to move back are not so good at the moment. In our last conversation he made clear that he still cares for me and would give it a secound chance. Wich I really would need that he sees the new me, he knew the 16 year old boy who couldnt take care of himself. I cant give up hoping to get back to Austria and I cant stop hoping for the secound chance.
I was told that I dont know what love really is. Honestly, I know it to well. Thats another reason why I made this other thread earlier. I kind of fear that this will never end.
Hoped I could get some advise from more experienced people.