Nov 13, 2007 7:43 PM GMT
I'm not talking about your first masturbation. I'm talking about the first acknowledgment of all thing sexual. I mean, we all grow up pretty much the same. sex is just the difference between mommy and daddy, boys and girls.
What i mean by awakening is when "sex" start to interests you, or that you start to build more curiosity because of it. The reason behind the question is to find out how much does the first experience shape the way we are? If the first desire were gay or straight make any difference?
I suppose some might give example that they saw straight porn first. I wonder if it's the male that interested you or female?
so I guess i'll share first. The earliest sexual acknowledgment was prob. back at age 4-5. I remember there was a guest at our home, and I pass by the bathroom, and he (maybe in his 40) walked out in a boxer after a shower. He was joking that I was peeking at him taking a shower, which i guess i was. and he jokingly grope me. and i grope him back, right under the boxer. It feels all soft and warm. I had no idea what i was holding, but i knew it feels funny, and theres weird feeling inside of me.
to this day, when i think about my earliest sexual awakening, i'd credit it back to that moment. And i wonder maybe i turn gay because of it.
What i mean by awakening is when "sex" start to interests you, or that you start to build more curiosity because of it. The reason behind the question is to find out how much does the first experience shape the way we are? If the first desire were gay or straight make any difference?
I suppose some might give example that they saw straight porn first. I wonder if it's the male that interested you or female?
so I guess i'll share first. The earliest sexual acknowledgment was prob. back at age 4-5. I remember there was a guest at our home, and I pass by the bathroom, and he (maybe in his 40) walked out in a boxer after a shower. He was joking that I was peeking at him taking a shower, which i guess i was. and he jokingly grope me. and i grope him back, right under the boxer. It feels all soft and warm. I had no idea what i was holding, but i knew it feels funny, and theres weird feeling inside of me.
to this day, when i think about my earliest sexual awakening, i'd credit it back to that moment. And i wonder maybe i turn gay because of it.